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Monday, June 30, 2008

back again~

hay ang tagal ko dn nmn nawala sa blogworld..n i guess nobody miss me nmn kc cno ba nmn ako para ma miss d b? im just a boring n lousy blogger..so to speak..well okay lng..just ranting lng nmn pra mabwasn ang stress at pagka emo ko..hehe..ano nga ba ang bago sa akin? ala dn nmn...aside from being an emo..eh gnun pa dn..nonsense most of the time...anyway, kainis lng ds past months kc daming bumabagabag sa icpan ko na sobrang nakaka brain drain sa sobrang stress na dulot nto...hay..ewan ko ba kng bakit nmn kc ung isang bagay na akla ko eh im over it na..eh bakit ng bumalik eh anjan pa pla to my surprise...im turn into the feeling n doing wat is ryt..morally n legaly to speak...its so hard kaya when ur into a situation na prang u get confused..whether u have to do this or dat..blah blah...ang hirap sobra...na parang everyday it adds to my stress to the point na maloloka na ako sa sobrang brain drain at i want to gve up n be cast out away from people n to live all alone just to stay away with the ordeal!!!!
So far im still alive n kicking pa namn but the question is hangang kelan ko makakaya kaya!!! at kelan matatapos for good. i can get away from guilt, mind buggling, head wrecking thoughts that dsturbs me oftentimes..no matter how i ignore it..its just pop out...
past is past but whn the past kept haunting u...patay na...sira na ang dskarte...as the song says nga forget about the past...eh pano kng ung past u eh pilit na ibinabalik ng mga ctuation that is beyond ur control? d mo nmn gnusto mangyari..pero bakit bumalik? specially if it s a love thing!!!! n to the point na..d na pwde..na kahit anong pilit d na tlga...sadyang mapaglaro tlga ang love...
Friends keep telling me just do the right thing dat would be beneficial to both party na walang taong masasagasaan..right choice...n to stay firm with that choice...no matter what would be the consequence bring..ang mahalaga live in guilt free...

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