Monday, June 30, 2008

back again~

hay ang tagal ko dn nmn nawala sa blogworld..n i guess nobody miss me nmn kc cno ba nmn ako para ma miss d b? im just a boring n lousy to speak..well okay lng..just ranting lng nmn pra mabwasn ang stress at pagka emo ko..hehe..ano nga ba ang bago sa akin? ala dn nmn...aside from being an gnun pa dn..nonsense most of the time...anyway, kainis lng ds past months kc daming bumabagabag sa icpan ko na sobrang nakaka brain drain sa sobrang stress na dulot nto...hay..ewan ko ba kng bakit nmn kc ung isang bagay na akla ko eh im over it bakit ng bumalik eh anjan pa pla to my turn into the feeling n doing wat is ryt..morally n legaly to speak...its so hard kaya when ur into a situation na prang u get confused..whether u have to do this or dat..blah blah...ang hirap parang everyday it adds to my stress to the point na maloloka na ako sa sobrang brain drain at i want to gve up n be cast out away from people n to live all alone just to stay away with the ordeal!!!!
So far im still alive n kicking pa namn but the question is hangang kelan ko makakaya kaya!!! at kelan matatapos for good. i can get away from guilt, mind buggling, head wrecking thoughts that dsturbs me matter how i ignore it..its just pop out...
past is past but whn the past kept haunting u...patay na...sira na ang the song says nga forget about the pano kng ung past u eh pilit na ibinabalik ng mga ctuation that is beyond ur control? d mo nmn gnusto mangyari..pero bakit bumalik? specially if it s a love thing!!!! n to the point na..d na kahit anong pilit d na tlga...sadyang mapaglaro tlga ang love...
Friends keep telling me just do the right thing dat would be beneficial to both party na walang taong masasagasaan..right choice...n to stay firm with that matter what would be the consequence bring..ang mahalaga live in guilt free...

Monday, March 17, 2008

Holy Week

Its holy week..a time to commemorate the death of Christ to washed away our sins 2000 years ago....Its the time to reflect, meditate and repent for our sins (current sins..not just during lent that we repent but always).We are loved by God despite our sins and shortcomings to Him. He patiently waits for us to draw near and repent so that we become a truly children of God and do things that pleases Him. As John 3:16 tells us..we are bless that we never been through suffering as of Jesus because He fulfilled it for us. Remember always the cross, the blood of Christ was shed for all of us sinners just to redeem us all.It is by God's grace that we are saved.
Repentance is not just asking forgiveness for all the sins weve done but also a promise not to do the same sins we had repented for. Change and be Christ like in your ways.

Friday, March 14, 2008

~Random ~

Yahoooooo its pay day na dn!!! ang saya...mapera na nmn ako...pero sad to say mapupunta dn nmn sa mga bills ang sweldo ko..:-( poor me.. survival period na nmn to for 15 days...pero okay least mababawasan ang bills at malapit na dn makaraos..Thanks to God's grace n blessings that i survive each day..
Tomorrow will be my last day here at work..:-( so much to miss about...the people ive been working with, the place, the memories..hay...sadyang nothing is constant talaga sa buhay..but anyway, ill be transfer to another branch though new adjustment n pakikisama n nmn but then its part of the job..Changes always comes to move on to more higher perspective in life...kngbaga level up lng yan...Well goodluck nlng sa akin..but i look at it in a positive way..kng baga may purpose ang lahat...The purpose maybe blurry for now..but in due time i can see it clearly..
Life is a constant change!!!! Its a challenge to grow!!!
So long pagong..till then....

Thursday, March 13, 2008


Hay..buhay...ang daming mga bagay that affected me so much emotionally...tlga nmn na ang daming bagyong dumarating sa buhay natin at minsan tlgang sabay sabay pa. Di mo alam kng pano i the point na pra kang masisiraan ng mental pa ang bagsak(( sus ang lau ng mandaluyong kaya dto sa location ko)).
Nakakasira talaga ng focus sa work pag may mga issue na tlagang bothered minsan nag tatrabaho ka nga pero d naman dun naka fully focus ang mind mo...prang wla dn kwenta ung outcome at effeciency sa work..Mas malala pa pag may d ka kasundo sa opis...sobrang hirap at ang hirap kaya mkitungo sa tao na un everytime may kelangan ka sa knya..though civil kmi pareho..tlgang work related lng kmi nag minsan to the point na plastikan pa tlga...Ayoko ng much as possible...pero pag minsan ung ur trying to make hesitant ka dahil ung tao alam mo ma kahit humbleness mo eh d uubra sa knya...hay...maloloka tlga ako...Well hope that all things will be okay soon (( praying)).
In three days time..i will transfer to the other atleast d na masyado mahirap to both party..we dont have to deal with each other anymore...
Anyway, till here nlng muna...back to work mode...((ala ng wenta ang post ko..))

Friday, March 7, 2008

Marso *_*

Wow! parang kelan lng...march na pla..tsk tsk..sadyang ang bilis talga ng panahon kng d ko mn lng namalayan un...hmmm...what's with march kaya to look forward to???
Sympre unang una eh graduation speaking of graduation day eh tatlo sa pamangkin ko ang mag tatapos ngaung buwan ng Marso. Its gonna be a memorable day for syempre bagong chapter n nmn ng buhay student! Naalala ko tuloy ung mga graduation day ko..super saya ako na me takot to move on to the next level of my learning process...When i was in elementary afraid to go to high school...dahil sabi ko..baka d ko kaya...mahirap kaya un??? pero nakaya ko dn pala...and i have the same feeling when im about to start my college years!!!! But despite of those fears...i surpass them all and i finished my degree..though not in flying colors but indeed i made it to the best i can....Masayang balikan ang mga alala ng buhay studyante..but the fun doesnt stop there...after ng college have to face the real world...the dog eat dog world!!!.. Kailangan maging matatag at cmpetent para maabot ang mga pangarap sa buhay.
Lent season...though d nmn fix ang celebration ng lent...its the time to reflect n meditate the things God had given us...the most important of all is that our salvation...
Summer syempre family outing or company outing...the best time to enjoy life...away from the hassle of everyday life...A time to give your self a break and have fun...enjoy the heat of the sun..d bale ng magka sun burn...auz long as msaya at njoy.

Saturday, February 23, 2008


In our life..we have the so called friends who stick to us no matter what happen. They are our source of strength when all was dark,they pick us up when our spirit is so low. They cheer us up and give comfort when we need it most..even each day they care for us. The willingness to listen to us when we need someone to talk to, an advice or opinion to help us weight things for a better outcome. Our mirror to the things that our eyes cannot see.

Id rather be hurt by a dear friend for I know the intension is pure and sincere for my own benefit.A friend is honest enough to tell the truth even if it would hurt your feelings. We have the attitude that what we only want to hear are good things about us..we tend to ignore the bad side of us.Friend always remind us of the good and bad,we should appreciate that than other people would say it bluntly to us.

It is indeed a blessing, a treasure to cherish friends in our life.

I just want to share this devotional i read a while ago. Hope you will be inspired and bless. enjoy reading. Heres the link>;21

Thursday, February 21, 2008

~*~ Valentine n post valentine fever ~*~

Valentine fever is over yet im into it pa rin kungbaga may hangover pa ako ( lasing ata ako sa araw na but honestly i still feel the happiness of that day. I was overwhelmed by the joy and the love it brings to my soul(naks). Though I am loveless yet i dont feel alone nor lonely. Valentines is not just for lovers alone nmn d b? and I agree to that. No special someone to share with but have family and friends to celebrate.
Feb.14 Work me tapos uwi sa bahay. We had dinner at chicken house restaurant. It was a night to remember, we are together again and full of love for each other. Im so thankful and blessed to have a family with me on that special day.
Feb.15 Payday, gala again with friends, dine and bigayan ng chocolates. Super saya.
Feb 16 A dinner date with churchmates/friends. We meet at around 7:00 pm, we dine at Chicken Deli restaurant ( FYI : dami chicken resto d2 kc Bacolod is known as the home of delicious chicken inasal).After that napagtripan naming mag kape so we headed to Mister Donut. We just laughed, talked about buhay buhay. Though its raining n getting late but it seems that nobody wanted to go home. Its sad to depart but we did go home for the preparation on the next day fellowship. It was indeed a happy night to remember.
Some would say valentines is just an ordinary day soon to pass, other would be sound bitter about that day but i guess majority got excited at kasama na ako dun. Regardless of how you feel, how you celebrate it, kng ano mn trip mo gawin in that long as you have the love it doesnt matter.
Loveless or not we have the right to enjoy that what ever ways we want it to be as long as it makes us happy..paki ba nila..its our life anyway not theirs...:-)

Wednesday, February 20, 2008

~Father's Love Letter ~

You may not know me, but I know everything about you. Psalm 139:1
I know when you sit down and when you rise up. Psalm 139:2
I am familiar with all your ways. Psalm 139:3
Even the very hairs on your head are numbered. Matthew 10:29-31
For you were made in my image. Genesis 1:27
In me you live and move and have your being. Acts 17:28
For you are my offspring. Acts 17:28
I knew you even before you were conceived. Jeremiah 1:4-5
I chose you when I planned creation. Ephesians 1:11-12
You were not a mistake, for all your days are written in my book. Psalm 139:15-16
I determined the exact time of your birth and where you would live. Acts 17:26
You are fearfully and wonderfully made. Psalm 139:14
I knit you together in your mother's womb. Psalm 139:13
And brought you forth on the day you were born. Psalm 71:6
I have been misrepresented by those who don't know me. John 8:41-44
I am not distant and angry, but am the complete expression of love. 1 John 4:16
And it is my desire to lavish my love on you. 1 John 3:1
Simply because you are my child and I am your Father. 1 John 3:1
I offer you more than your earthly father ever could. Matthew 7:11
For I am the perfect father. Matthew 5:48
Every good gift that you receive comes from my hand. James 1:17
For I am your provider and I meet all your needs. Matthew 6:31-33
My plan for your future has always been filled with hope. Jeremiah 29:11
Because I love you with an everlasting love. Jeremiah 31:3
My thoughts toward you are countless as the sand on the seashore. Psalms 139:17-18
And I rejoice over you with singing. Zephaniah 3:17
I will never stop doing good to you. Jeremiah 32:40
For you are my treasured possession. Exodus 19:5
I desire to establish you with all my heart and all my soul. Jeremiah 32:41
And I want to show you great and marvelous things. Jeremiah 33:3
If you seek me with all your heart, you will find me. Deuteronomy 4:29
Delight in me and I will give you the desires of your heart. Psalm 37:4
For it is I who gave you those desires. Philippians 2:13
I am able to do more for you than you could possibly imagine. Ephesians 3:20
For I am your greatest encourager. 2 Thessalonians 2:16-17
I am also the Father who comforts you in all your troubles. 2 Corinthians 1:3-4
When you are brokenhearted, I am close to you. Psalm 34:18
As a shepherd carries a lamb, I have carried you close to my heart. Isaiah 40:11
One day I will wipe away every tear from your eyes. Revelation 21:3-4
And I'll take away all the pain you have suffered on this earth. Revelation 21:3-4
I am your Father, and I love you even as I love my son, Jesus. John 17:23
For in Jesus, my love for you is revealed. John 17:26
He is the exact representation of my being. Hebrews 1:3
He came to demonstrate that I am for you, not against you. Romans 8:31
And to tell you that I am not counting your sins. 2 Corinthians 5:18-19
Jesus died so that you and I could be reconciled. 2 Corinthians 5:18-19
His death was the ultimate expression of my love for you. 1 John 4:10
I gave up everything I loved that I might gain your love. Romans 8:31-32
If you receive the gift of my son Jesus, you receive me. 1 John 2:23
And nothing will ever separate you from my love again. Romans 8:38-39
Come home and I'll throw the biggest party heaven has ever seen. Luke 15:7
I have always been Father, and will always be Father. Ephesians 3:14-15
My question is…Will you be my child? John 1:12-13
I am waiting for you. Luke 15:11-32Love,

Your Dad

Im inspired and blessed reading this letter. Hope you feel the same. God bless :-)

source: internet( i forgot the site)

Wednesday, February 13, 2008

Babala:wag mag basa

Pag walang magawa ang isang tulad kong tambay eh gumagala ako sa blog ng may blog. Natuto akong magbasa kahit papano ng dahil sa kanilang mga blog entries na talaga namang nahirapan ang utak ko arukin ang mga pinag susulat nila kasi nga naman ako'y isang tambay lng na walang laman ang utak.
Pero naisip ko lng na mabuti na ang ganito nalang dakilang taga basa at kahit papano eh may ipapasok din naman ako sa aking mapurol at kinakalawang na utak. Laking pasalamat ko at hindi ko sila nakakausap ng harap harapan at baka mahirapan akong intindihin ang mga sinasabi nila ( yan eh kung may mag tiyaga kayang kumausap sa akin). Kung mahirapan man ako sa pag kakataong yon, sa palagay ko mas mahihirapan sila sa akin ipaliwanag ang mga bagay na di ko maarok at syempre dahil sa may pinag aralan sila, kailangan nilang bumaba sa antas ng aking pang unawa.
Ang hirap siguro nun para sa kanila na maging mapili sa mga salitang gagamitin na kaya kung unawain...
Sa tingin mo, kaya kaya nila?
Nah!!!! sa tingin ko di mo ako masasagot dahil di mo na kaya basahin ang pinag susulat ko dito. Alam ko naman na walang kwenta. Kaya kong ako sayo..tama na ang pag babasa at salamat na din sa oras na sinayang mo sa isang tulad kong walang kwenta!!!!

Monday, February 11, 2008


May isang bata na kalbo, red is her favorite color and everything in her room is red. During her birthday..she receive lots of gifts..the excitement of her over flows that right after the party she rushed to her room and excitedly open the gifts one by one..she is so happy with the gifts she received.. there is one gift left un opened..she reached for it and open hurriedly. The gift is a yellow in her dismay..she throw it away...The question is why did she throw it away??
Answer : because kalbo sya at she dont like the color.

Natural na sa ating mga tao ang ganyang attitude..we tend to ignore things that we think are of no value to us..we expect too much in all the things that we asked for...pero pag di naabot ung expectations natin eh nadidismaya tayo. Its far from what we hoped for..Pero d natin naiicp na kaya d gnun ang nangyari as we want things to be ksi nga may purpose at may dapat ipahiwatig sa atin..Lahat ng bagay d natin nakukuha dahil yon ang paraan upang matutunan nating maging patient at higit sa lahat God has a better plan for us as Jeremiah 29:11 verse tell us. Kahit d lahat ng mga bagay ay nakuha natin or ibingay sa atin we should be thankful and appreciate everything that we have..Count your blessings, count what life has given you and not what is taken away from you.
God bless

Wednesday, February 6, 2008

Heart Day

Malapit na ang valentines cgurado akong marami na nmang mga lovers out there na mag de date on that special day.Well ngaun pa nga lang makikita mo na tlga na malapit na ang araw ng mga puso dahil kahit saan ka mag punta eh may mga pusong naka sabit as decorations sa mall or sa mga restaurants..nag kalat ang mga pasabit na puso at samahan mo pa kay kupido na sadyang napapana ang mga tao. Ako lng ata ang d pa napapana ni kupido sa mga panahong ito..pero d bale balang araw mapapana dn ako at syempre special yon kc talagang pinag handaan nya para wla na talagang kawala lol.

Dahil sa loveless ako at hindi lng ako..mga kasamahan ko sa church eh mga loveless din so we talk and have plan to go on a group dinner on pos valentine day kc nga d kmi pwde sa araw mismo ng mga puso dahil me activity kmi sa church on dat day. We call our group as tuesday group. It is during dat day that we meet to have a womens net ( it talks about being a woman and the value of women as well as in the walk of faith. its is aswell a preparation for the future family life issues.). So kahit loveless kmi we still can enjoy the love day.

Im sure its gonna be fun n happy moment to share with valentines day will be complete! Yahoooooooooo..excited na nga ako We will paint the town red on that day!!! *_*



Tuesday, January 29, 2008

Every thing has a reason ^_^

To everything there is a season, a time for every purpose under heaven:A time to weep, a time to laugh, a time to mourn, and a time to dance.Ecclesiastes 3:1-4.

Isnt it true that everything that happens in our life has a reason and purpose why we gone through with that??. There are times that we dont understand because we are blinded by the circumstances, all we see is darkness, loneliness,desperate and worst is hopelessness.
Many times in my life that I dont understand things, I question even God but the answers seems so far from reach and comprehension but still the answer is yet to find to reveal the mystery. There are so many questions yet the answers are so few (( as the song says it)). Only God knows the reason and all we have to do is accept things the way it is and let God do the rest.
The people ive known always ask me why i dont have yet a boyfriend??? I just laugh and say that maybe He is not yet made for me or he has lost his way to me...It is funny but i guess its true(( laugh)) or maybe because Im not yet ready to commit my self in a relationship (( as of now)) due to some reasons that I my self only knows. I've been into serious relationships in my life,been into ups & down yet moved on. I'm the type of person who does not jump from one ralationship to another in just a short span! Just making sure that once im into it im ready and fair enough to the person.
Maybe the time now is not yet for me..God has a perfect timing though no idea when will it happen but the belief that soon will come is enough for me to hope and look forward.

Friday, January 25, 2008

First post

hello...and welcome to my baby blog.. n my first in blogspot.. i just try it out of curiosity..wla lng..bored lng ako kaya gumawa ng account dito. well..i still have to do alot of exploration to be used to ds site..
CIAO :-)